I really didn't care one way or the other. Since I now have both, I knew I would love and be thrilled with either a boy or a girl. In my mind, it made sense to me that I as having a boy. I thought, I've had three girls. Now it will be a second boy. Plus, this baby seems to be big, and Wyatt was my big baby -- 9 lbs 5 ozs at his birth a week early -- while my older girls were between 7 lbs 10 ozs and 8 lbs.
But I kept having dreams about a girl baby. I've had some really vivid dreams that I hope never come true, but these were little "glimpse" moments where I was kissing her cheeks her hearing her laugh -- good dreams. Exactly like I had with Wyatt about him being a boy even though I'd had three girls, starting twelve years before. It seemed weird to think I would have a boy with all these dreams, like my body being in total conflict with my mind. So I feel a bit relieved just to think it makes sense this way.
Anyway, we are very thankful... and excited! Little girl clothes again!! (*Squeal*!) :-)
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